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Me and You... All Alone In e Rain
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The best and most cheery girl in the world cannot be seen or even touched hu is currently __ yrs old and wish for beautiful presents yrly on 6 nov And I love God!!!!and will love him for the rest of my life

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Saturday, July 10, 2010
cannot go church!!!

Sad, I can't go church. Today have family gathering and it clashes with my church timing. Father told us to tell our cell leader that we cannot go but I really want to go. I don't dare tell father that i want to go badly. today is one special day. I have a 24 hour praying chain that I want to go and Worship & Intersession (W&I) and all this will end at tonight 10 p.m and I already told my cell leader that I can go, but now cannot.....so sad! :( every time if a family gathering clashes with my church timing, I have to give in and not go church so sad. I don't want to give in, but cannot, i also don't dare tell father my thoughts. Sigh........
her sweet memory was written @ 12:31 PM

Thursday, July 1, 2010
???

Why must my relationship with my father be so bad? You can't really say bad, but I know that I am scared of my father. Whatever I do and needs to ask for permission, I will always be scared to ask. I only can say that my relationship with dad is deteriorating. The gap between dad and me is getting bigger. The gap seems so big that I can't seem to be able to reach out towards father. He is separating from our family of four. Dad is at on side while mum, me and my sis seems to be on the other. It is just too hard to reach out to father. Not only my relationship with dad is poor. Even mum and him are not on good terms either. Nowadays, whenever mum comes home, dad is out to who knows where. And when mum wakes up, dad is sleeping. It's like their in the same house but not being able to see each other. Sometimes when father's not at home, i will feel happy which i know i shouldn't be. Even going out for movie, mum bring us there only when father's not at home. Why must this happen to our family? How long can this family of four hang on? Will our family of four become a family of three instead? Will dad be out of my life soon? How can I mend this gap between dad and our family? If father could just change his temper.......
her sweet memory was written @ 5:02 PM